I confess that what I’ve written today was not what I sat down to write. See, I sat down to write a funny story about this one time I went swimsuit shopping. But I can’t write it. Not today. My heart is full of sadness, anger, disappointment and frustration. Since the start of the year there have been three suicides in our metro area. Three teens, no longer on this earth. Three teens so pained that the only escape they thought they could find was to end their lives. I didn’t know these three boys. I can’t imagine the torment they faced to get them to the decision that they…